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Venting time..#2

I hate that i am never good enough

i hate that i have no one there for me when i need them the most

i hate that i feel like i can’t trust anyone

i hate that i don’t have you

i hate that your happy and im not

i hate that you don’t even care about me and i care so much about you

i hate that my best friend is graduating this year

i hate that i can never make my parents proud

i hate that i get grounded all the time

i hate that soccer ending

and the most thing i hate is you

Well goes to show i am never good enough for anyone. I try my hardest but its never good enough. All i wanna do is make you happy and proud but that will never happen, because everything i do is wrong. I do try you always say i dont try but i really do try to make you happy and proud it just isnt good enough and it never will be so whatever im done.

knowing that you dont care is what hurts me the most.

breaking down..

As much as you hurt me i dont even care. But i feel like everything was a lie..

I wish i had never met you. I hate you so much

sad but true..

I feel like we are drifting apart, i don’t feel the same about you and i can tell you dont feel the same about me we barely talk during the day and when we talk at night we are both to tired to hold a conversation. It sucks but i deserve to be happy and im not sure if i can be happy with you anymore

Glad your finally mine and I’m finally yours :)